Hakura my love

I do love androgyny – right now more than ever. I've never had a very feminine body, but I've always looked/acted very "girly" and I really hate it. I should cut my hair but I dunno if it'd work. I should get taller and get muscles. Hm. Fuck.

I have a new major crush. Hakura aka Sailor Uranus. Seriously. And her and Michiru (Neptune), how cute aren't they as a couple? Seriously.

Hakura/Michiru - Androgyny - I'm not a fan of fan videos, especially ship ones, but hey

Faith – if you ever read this – isn't she the kind of girl you'd have a character crush on as well? Do you watch Sailor Moon?

What can I say, I want to watch Sailor Moon season 3 forever and all the time. Thank you Susanna and Jenni :)

Melaka Fray

I have finally made the decision. I want two kids.

Today I got to open another piece of Bible.
    In the last few weeks, I have found my way back to God, so many times. Today was one of those times. God just melted my tired and fucking annoyed heart, and told me there is still goodness in the world. There is still awesomeness. And there is still geekiness.
    God – according to me and those I hold dearly – being Joss Whedon. Joss Whedon did of course write the Bible, aka Buffy the Vampire Slayer, the [insert something that accompanies the Bible, I'm not great with religious texts] that is Angel, and the... Well...

Seriously I could go on forever listing all the awesome things Joss Whedon has done for me – and well humanity – but I'm just gonna make things simple and link you here so you won't have to listen to me rambling on all day like the crazy fundamental religious person that I am. [That'll give you a general idea of his awesomeness.]

But Joss Whedon – aka God – also wrote Fray.

I read Fray once, and it was awesome, duh. I read Fray once and ever since I have been wanting to re-read it. I have been wanting to take, have – but being one of those who buy, I have failed failed failed cause of poorness.

So yeah this girl right, she said "hey let's get you a birthday present" and there was Fray. And here is me happy. Like finally. Or something slightly more awesome-sounding.

Right.


[As they always say...] Joss Whedon once wrote: My visions of the future are always pretty much the standard issue: The rich get richer, the poor get poorer, and there are flying cars.

[Actually, I didn't have a point there, I just wanted to post that quote. 'Cause it's awesome.]



So yeah. I need two kids. I need a daughter called Melaka.

The geekness of epo

It all started with a girl – doesn't it always? This girl though, was not someone I dated, not someone I had ever met, not even a celebrity – this girl was someone who posted on the same message board as me, and whom I happened to have a huge board crush on.
    This girl seemed to think exactly the way I did; she liked the same things I liked, had the same political opinions as well as philosophical ideas as I did – she was basically me. But a far cooler version of me. Which made me jealous and annoyed, yet very intrigued.
    This was the girl who told me to become a geek. Well, she didn't actually tell me personally, but she was the hugest geek you could imagine, that much I knew – and that was enough for me.
    Now, this was almost two years ago. My online crush ceased to exist about a year and a half ago – and I honestly haven't thought much about this girl since, but I never forgot about the things she (in one way or another) encouraged me to do. Um. Such as become a geek.

So here I am – 2.5 years after I discovered BtVS, 2 years after I got myself an online life and 1.5 years after I got over my insane board crush – as proud a geek as you can possibly be! This is something me and my sister have been working hard with – becoming geeks. Like, getting into the world of comics for example. Now, I don't actually know if this girl like/liked comics. She was a huge video game freak, but since I can't play videogames (I get super dizzy and sick), I am trying the comic thing instead. It's not going too great, I haven't fully got it yet, to be honest – and it's too darn expensive. (I know you can download a lot of comics, but it's just not as much fun to read it on the screen of my iBook as to actually get to turn the pages of a comic.)
    I guess all this is the explanation why my friend Towe is right now sitting across the table from me, drawing the comic I am writing. I guess "that girl" and that silly crush is the reason I am now an occationally semi-creative geek. So, thank you? Thank you silly board-crush and thank you BtVS and thank you sister Joamna =)

Random geekness

For the 100th time. Or 20th. Or at least 10th, for sure, and I'm a kid so I haven't been around that long – and certainly hasn't been a movie freak for that long. But it was definitely at least the tenth time I saw Pulp Fiction, and more than a year had passed since I last saw it. But it still makes me happy that I feel like I can quote every other dialogue, and can't I stop smiling cause of the complete brilliance of this film – complete brilliance, mhm.
    When I was thirteen – ? – and my dad showed me this movie, I fell instantly in love with the character Mia Wallace, and I spent the following six months watching and rewatching everything I could possibly get a hold of that had anything to do with Uma Thurman.
    However – even though Mia still is one of my all time favourite fictional characters – I soon kind of realised that there was more to thi  d I will forever be insanely thankful, you have without a doubt created some of the coolest characters ever – Mia Wallace, Beatrix Kiddo, Elle Driver, Mallory Knox (well, at least written by), Jackie Brown, Jules and Mr.-lots-of-random-colors.

Mhm.